DANCING IN THE MOON

what is it that makes a relationship totally right?

is it just the feeling that you have when you're with someone that makes you have butterflies in your stomach.
or that something about him that makes you miss him so much that you want him around 24/7?
or is it the things you're willing to do for one another?

just when i thought everything in my life was going the right way.
not crying myself to sleep any longer.
i'm finally contented with what i have.
and i'm happy with someone.

something just have to crop up.
i've neglected everything else thats improtant to me.
my family.
church.
my friends.
i've been so caught up with work.
manda was right.
coffeebean's not worht it.
for the fact that i've been working almost everyday.
lent held no meaning to me.
neither did easter.
when it all meant so much the past few years.
when i actually felt that i'm one step closer to God.
now i just feel that i'm so far away from him.
i've no no direction.
no nothing.

i'm drifting away from what i believed in.
and its not a good thing.
i don't like being lost.
i never liked being lost.
but now it just seem that i dont know what to do.

i should go back to church.
God will help me find a direction.
like he always has.
and hopefully that everything will go on track.

i like my life on track.


so please don't go thinking that i have someone else.
i never have.
so stop being paranoid and know that i love you.
it just wont be fair to you if i can't give you a hundred percent.
when you're giving me more than i can take.
another thing i dont like next to being lost is being unfair.

when you deserve someone so much better than me.